i honestly cannot wait to move. you cant enjoy anything anymore with out there being some sort of fight. hey lets start a riot after the fireworks at the carnival with hundreds a children. immature people make me sick. you honestly want to go to jail to throw one punch. not a wise decision. everything about this place is white trash and ghetto. people need to grow up and realize life is more important then beating the shit out of someone. i need to start over make new friends and change everything about my life. i love my friends and family here more then life itself but the way my life is going…i need a fucking break. nothing makes me happy. and when something comes along and does make me happy i can never seem to grab hold and keep that one thing that makes me smile. so starting fresh has to work. lets hope. so virginia here i come..these few months need to fly by.

and ps im really upset im spending the holiday in bed alone. no one cares. so why should i.